because i realize blogging can lead to the outpour of negative thoughts and thats not my life. my life is beautiful and happy.
taxes should be coming in soon.... ;]
im having an amazing month at work, and though my ranking has fallen, i should still be making a bit of money this month.
my lil j is healthy and wonderful.
we spent the entire day yesterday on our "date day".
we slept in, then i took him to ihop and then we went to the blazer game : ]
then we came back to X's house and spent some time just the three of us. how wonderful is that?
im excited for taxes, and i keep thinking about the grand things i could do with them! new clothes for J and I, new shoes, ive been planning to get X j and i matching jerseys with J's last name and the number 27 for awhile now...i could get those....i could go out to a big steak dinner....
i could give my foster parents some money...donate some of it....
in reality i know whats going to happen. because i try to be as fiscally responsible as possible.
im gonna pay off one of my debts. give X 800$ of it (after all, we shared Jude and he is a good daddy), pay a month or two ahead on the car and....well nothing else because that will consume all of it. sigh.
being responsible sucks sometimes.
;]
but all is great because this will come at the PERFECT time. and bills will be taken care of and J will be provided for. i wish i had more play money. but luckily X decided he is gonna use some of his to take us to a Blazer Game, Lexus Club :]
i love these times...being good parents is awesome...being good parents at blazer games is just somehow better :]
I'm an older guy. I'm content with my life.
ReplyDeleteSo please don't take this as a hit.
I'm not impressed by much. I am here because of a comment you left on another blog which I found interesting. Now that I've read your "Positivity"... I am loving you and becoming a follower.
That you see the positive and because you don't hold the X status as an axe chopping away at your childs mind, impresses me to no ends.
I look forward to reading what you have here already and for what you may post in the future.
Just about the time I'm ready to give up and think there is no hope for this humanity, I find writings like yours that give me renewed hope. Thank you so much!
Now for that tax refund... You take enough for that steak dinner and set it aside. One day when the X is having a day with lil J, you go and treat yourself to a nice quiet steak dinner and relax. You really do deserve at least that!