apology?

we break up last year.

this year his best friend is going through a rough time with his wife.

and i get an instant message with an apology.

for the words, the loneliness and the abandonment.

WHAT?

its too little but there isnt a too late i guess.

when you had a future and a life planned. it always helps to hear "i was wrong and you are perfect" maybe he didnt use those words. but the words he used led me to believe he understands i didnt deserve how things ended up.

where it came from and what it means i dont know, i was too afraid to ask.

but its a step.

i send a lot of time at his house, and its not relationshipesque. thats a lie. theres no kissing or handholding, but we treat each other as friends with such respect sometimes that its confusing and weird.

but i have gotten more attention from others lately and it boosts my ego and confidence : ]

regardless, having him say those apology words and show me more appreciation lately has made me feel better about things. who knows?