i met someone.

im not seeing him.

but feeling these types of feelings helps me to know that there is life after breaking off an engagement.

im not looking for anything. nor am i pursuing it actively. but its liberating to know that i can get to that point :] its strange how even a possibility of something can be motivation.

i wont lie, i like that i feel attractive and coveted. so sue me. everyone likes to be thought about.

my son is my priority.

getting healthy and in shape is a priority.

whatever finds me in the meantime and embraces those goals and my priorities will be welcomed with open arms.

life is gonna be different, good.

big J and i took jude and some friends to a blazer game last night. being surrounded by our mutual friends and family helped me to feel ultimate support and love, even while we are not together. it wasnt awkward; no one needed to walk on eggshells.

it was a good time. and i feel confident we will be able to overcome it all with them.

i have a really good life.

im so blessed.