another day another dollar.

while still reeling from yesterdays post and all that it entailed....

i got up...went to work...and tried to make the dough.

sometimes, its nice to go to the comfort of work...the steady stream of distractions to keep my mind busy for 10 hours.

i talked to my baby boy for a bit today....

that just lights up my day.

now to pray for strength to not just cut ties with his daddy. i know ill regret it and i just need to swallow my pride and anger and forge ahead, regardless of the pain.

my son is oh so worth it.

i read this from SDL and im reminded of that.

http://www.danoah.com/2010/09/you-just-broke-your-child.html

my son is worth every single ounce of my love for him, and thats not up for debate.

no amount of frustration, grief or anger is worth risking damaging his soul.