pneumonia.

gonna keep this one short maybe.

i feel HORRIBLE.

reached out to X, need help with J.

i feel bad. i want to be the hands on mahmee that i normally am. but im down for the count.

so im at X's house, and once X is off work he is gonna come and take care of J for me while i rest.

J is being so cute, wanting to cuddle and take care of his mahmee. how blessed i am.

i wish i had someone other than X to turn to, but im blessed that i still have a relatuionship with X that i can call upon him like this. i am blessed, i know not many others could turn to their exx for help when thyh are sick. and here i am being taken care of.

how blessed i am. simpy blessed.

and sick.

im going to sleep.